Being away from home is 'character builiding'. I think i really need a vacation for at least a week to london or something. I am still unsure on how to apply leave through the system or whether i am eligible to take leave for next month. My head hurts. It feels like liquid or is it blood that is running all over my brain. It is not the normal headache or head pain. This is totally different. I can't look down because it feels like it's bringing my whole head or brain down. Lying down is the worst. So, all i have to do is, to sit up straight and avoid myself from looking down. Yes, that's it. I think i can't stay at home for at least 12 hours or is it because of the lack of sleep? Time check, 15 mins more to meet my bf but i have not showered since morning. I better get going because in a few hours time is already monday! Argh! Enjoy life to its fullest!
HOLLY.