believe it or not, i'm so much more happier before than now most probably due to some mistakes i've done. anddddd you can never possibly imagine me committing them because i never thought i would either.
everything went by too fast and before i knew it, it was over and i have to move on. as much as i want to own it, i can't. its just not right at this point in time.
learn and deal. its like learning how to walk again.
last night was particularly tiring for me. i was pulling on my eyelashes to remove the mascara, rubbing my eyes, smudging my eye makeup and also removing my bun right infront of the kids way before nine. so by the time H saw me, i was looking my worst.
yes, it can never get any better.
it sucks a lot cause i have to
l.