Is this a test for me? I had enough of that. I just want it to stop for awhile. Does that mean i have to be extra careful? There are moments when the ocean is calm, and the horizon is empty for long stretches. I want to feel that way. It's either i will handle them right or they will handle me! IT IS UP TO ME TO COPE AND NOT COLLAPSE!
I have been shopping and buying clothes every weekend this month. I'm mad i know. Sometimes i'll get angry at myself for doing such a thing.
Argh!
Hil.