I really think that i am moving up the ladder. This is my first chance to show everyone what i'm really capable of.No one ever gives me that full support that i needed. All of them think otherwise. After so much of tearing up and thinking hard (put aside the bgr problems of course!) i managed to pull myself up and stand again. As long as everything goes well that's just enough for me. You know i feel less worried about bf now. It's not that i don't care. Actually, there's so much more things that we can think of other than being paranoid or possessive towards our bf right?

HD.