The world is going numb!

When the same events repeat themselves, you can afford to maintain your composure and remain super-duper, remarkably, amazingly oblivious to what the pretty object in front of you is talking about or maybe you can even summon enough guts to smile and walk away from the horiffic scene.

People around you gets tired of hearing the same old story of how your boyfriend is turning his back against you and how you're trying to put the pieces back together again.

At the same time, you're hoping for something else:
(1) A preetyyyy boy, who happens to see you in between library shelves and going "OH MY GOD. SHE'S GORGEOUS." (love at first sight apparently), to take you away from the darkest period of your life.

And then the next thing you know is you're torn between two pair of balls trying to weigh their personalities, weaknesses and strength and finally reaching to your ultimate choice.

(2) You wish you could go back to the days when you had guys getting down on their knees, saying ILU, buying you fairy tale gifts. Pretending to be a selfish, egoistic bitch, you held your head up high and slowly drained out every single inch of self-respect and confidence from the poor guy at your foot.

That is not what I wish for. At the moment, my only wish is: NOT TO SEE SPOOYANG again.

My 2nd only wish: Maybe to start working again.
My 3rd only wish: For my puddings and tarts to be tasteful like any other.
My 4th only wish: To break fast.

And I just realised that Hari Raya is next week. Not next two weeks.