First. I have a flashback to that awful atmosphere. I have never
been more thrilled and guilty. Both at once. People in there have pale eyes
and they didn't smile.

Second. Something happened and that's just a miracle to me. Enough of norethisterone and specialists for now because i'm back to normal. I hope
it stays this way. Constantly.

Third. Everything feels so right whenever i'm with you. Because we learn
from mistakes. (To love is to suffer. If you don't want to suffer then you must not love). And now, we can spend our mornings reading newspapers
and have nice coffee in our pajamas. :)

I thought this is not the way it was supposed to be. He is right i could do it. Thank you to the One above.


Hil D.