Comprehend this: you can't possibly expect me to be treated like your friends. Afterall, I'm not anymore. And all those quarrels that we have are enough to contribute to even a decent separation.

The phone calls that we share till late midnight can only break you down to more tears than ever but I'm not the least affected by it because I'm rather numb to the facts and not let them get to me. Because if they do then it'll be a totally different story. And your part about wanting to change is pretty hard to believe but what other choice do we have? LOL.

Your bleak pattern that I realised a bit too late into the relationship can only make things more insecure. The repeated mistake might have taken its toll on you but maybe its just not enough to make you realise that I'm not here to stay.

The notion of ending it is enough to make me stay awake at night and wonder how long more we can last so I'd more than often push that thought to the back of my mind.

All in all, maybe you can never be truthful to me.

LINDA.