Maybe those glorious and jubilant days we used to share with the dear ones are genuinely over. When we think its just about to turn out well and perfect, someone or something comes along and screw the whole thing up.
We're left wondering what on gracious Earth is happening and confusion hangs is the air. The sense of loss and hatred stirs up inside the being, leaving everything left unspoken and disowned.
Hang on honey, you'll pull through this whole episode competently. You'll be charmed by someone else( if not, him again).
Much love, Linda.