My room isn't big enough. I want double. It's like all my stuffs has been flying from one place to another. My shoes, my handbags, my papers, my drawings etc. Plus, i need some space to work. So, i've decided to work on my stuffs outside the living room instead. Openly! I don't have to sidle in and out of my room and take tiny, guilty peeks, like stuffing a biscuit into my mouth and all the time wondering if someone will see what i'm doing. Cause now i am proud of my ugly work. Yes, unbelivably ugly. heh.

I'm feeling a sudden swell of emotion. Faizal is going in july. Khirul has left me. Maybe he's gone for good. He said he want to leave me. I told him to pencil it in and make sure he meant his words. If that is what he want, then i respect his decision. I don't want to stir things up no more.

I'm keeping myself away from all these problems. My mind's working, digesting new pieces of information everyday about this and that. There is no way in a million years i'm letting any guy screw my life again and again. Get busy is what i'm doing now.


My adorable hot chicas. Linduhhh, Ila & FarzTheBLUR.