I'm feeling so fucking stupid today. Khirul came to my house yet again he's trying so hard to say sorry. It's not that i hate him or whatever. I told him to just do not talk about the past. It's over and i don't want to listen to anything about that.

What more?

I'm trying to fight the raising panic here. I am nubile, young and aching for fun but shangri la-de-da i found out the fucking truth just like a minute ago. And now my body judders a violent objection. I really FUCKING WANT TO KILL THAT FUCKING DICKHEAD!! My gosh, you're such an ugly moron. I swear i hope you will just die. I hope you will be trapped with your past life again. Thanks for making me trust and believe your empty words.

Why must guys just lie all the time? Do you know that honesty is the sexiest thing that a guy can ever give to a woman? Why do you have to be so dumb and lie? We girls will find out the truth sooner or later so don't let us take the risks in fact, you will have to take the risks. Just stop the fucking crap and try to think with your pea brain.

Read these lips, i've got a massive headache and i need to sleep.

Good day.