I have this regime of working hard and playing hard. Now, since the o levels is drawing near, i'm hoping that i will maintain this mindset. My throat is making me feel like heurgh. I have been saying 'fuck you' since morning when i start to cough really badly cos i think that works a little bit. Well,actuallythat was what my friend told me to do.heh. So maybe you guys can try this out and see if it works for you.

one good thing i can really give testimony to about the past few weeks is that the small things don't bother me as much as they used to, which is why i'm enjoying this calm and restful period. No doubt i still experience frustration and helplessness over certain things. But i still have you as my company. Thank you.

Finally i get to see Nurul. We spent our time playing games at the arcade and also talkingshit. Yes you find me childish but there's nothing wrong having to do something that you haven't for a very long time. Ouh..my mt o level result will be released after national day's hols! And you know i don't wish to see my result.

Why did she have to have such a big heart, and have it be full of love for a guy who didn't love her back? That question is still bothering me. It applies to every girls or rather majority of girls. I have a new novel to read in my bag and couldn't wait to crack the spine and dive right in.