Why do people want to be a busy body? Sneaked in and read all the runes of letters or even the personal diary that was left on the desk? It's not that i am afraid of losing control or relinquishing something- i am almost too happy to give 'that' up and let 'that someone' carry on with it. I'm afraid of getting myself into a situation which i can't handle. I'm afraid of being sucked into a relationship that i can't control.

I forgot that it's already April and that my SA1 has been postponed to the early month of May and then i will be almost prepared for my mother tongue 'o' level paper. I don't want to sit for my exams.Not when there's so much shit going on. Not when its screwing up my life.Not when i have better things to do. But still... oh well.Just some residual pent up petulance being vented out here. I am fine now..more comfortable and not thinking too much.

Still waiting for Azhar's msg or call cause maybe we'll be catching a movie later. Can't wait.