I'm unable to get some real shut-eyes for the past few days.
I want to be free and stay out of this misery.I love and i love him. I do.
I contacted him every
single day without fail. I am always there for him.I tried
to be honest,sincere and as far as possible-keep this relationship strong. I played my role
as a gf.

And I..

In the end,initiated the break up.

I want someone to be there for me. To share tears with me. To understand how i
feel. To make me happy. To be honest,to be faithful,to be brave,
to be responsible,to be silly to be crazy with me. I think i can choose to feel unloved,
or i can choose to put my love in some One who is eternal,faithful and consistent,
who will love me far more than i could even love anyone.

I have resolutions,and significant decisions that will have major ramifications for the
rest of my life on earth. Well..i'm just too drained to say anything at this moment. Will
be busy for the coming weeks. I'll be updating soon or maybe later-than-soon.

Goodbye cow!