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I Could See Nothing But The Wheeling Stars

I feel like a little train engine who is slowly working her way up the mountain.I'm sitting for my 'o' level this year and i feel petrified because i have no confidence for myself.No matter how hard it takes,i realize i could find some ways to smooth things out.

Mummy has worked so hard to get a tutor for me.Honestly,i prefer females than male tutor for my own good.I'm not fussy.It's difficult for me to interact and ask questions.I don't want to have to pay so much and then nothing goes inside my head.And also,dad doesn't allow me to have a male tutor.So,for those females who has experience and is interested in tutoring or teaching pls drop me a mail.

Life in school is bad.My teachers had a lot of absurd facial expresssion when they saw me.I know,i did not attend school regularly but somehow though i'll try my best to catch things up.

Gloomy clouds is the dominant emotion for me nowadays.I blame it on a lack of communication with him.How i wish that i could have a congenial day with people who are closest to me.Is it tears or raindrops been flowing down my face?